You don't know me

Muh friends need to actually get lj names baaaaaaaah

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 21:06:33 GMT

I typed a long ass entry last night but stupid LJ lost it. So I'l type some more again, definetly not as much but still enough.. Cliffs notes are at the end for anybody who doesnt like reading.

First we got our tests back from weiner a few days ago and on one of the last true/false questions was did Jack apologize to Piggy. And Jack had so i marked true. Well when we got it back she marked it wrong and said that while Jack did apologize to him, it wasnt sincere. So that bullshit knocked me down from a 72 to a 68. Today in that class we had another test and for the two essays she wanted I wrote an entire page for each. So if she fails me I'm definetly gonna be pissed. Had Math last period and for some reason i couldn't stay awake. That was the first time i have ever almost fallen asleep in Clark's class. I wasnt the only one either, a bunch of people were totally knocked out. STudy hall was pretty good today too, we are watching Far Away and Corey keeps making fun of me because I'm scottish lol stupid brits sike im jp.

School really sucks,my grades are bad in almost every class and the lazy part of me really wants to drop out. It seems like I used to be happy with a B or something, now its like if every grade i get isn't a 100% i get frustrated. Jeremy says I am just setting my sites too high and i think i agree with him. I could probrably type more but my dog is whining to go out.

AS PROMISED

-Weiner is a bitch and will die if i fail that test we took today
-Couldn't stay awake in Math
-Study hall rocks
-Hate school
-My dog whines too much

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 17:04:35 GMT

i need to win the lottery.
i need to play the lottery.

ryan decided to call last night talking about paying back money n all this bullshit...::rolls eyes:: not happening...

went out with charlotte to salty's last night...jeff, jim, mike, tony n all them were there. this guy, carl, came up to talk to me right before jeff got there n when he saw it...wow...i've never seen him so jealous. ha! charlotte pulls me aside n says "keep doing what you're doing...it's driving him crazy" then this other guy, randy, came over...apparently we have the same birthday...so, because of that, he said he'd buy me n charlotte a shot...told him i needed one for my friend (jeff) too...just cuz i knew it'd get to him...it did. i lauged internally. today all i heard was about the "60-year-old men" that i hung out with...too bad one was 22 n the other was kinda 30...not like i went home with them or even exchanged numbers...AND i got them to buy you a drink! get over it! you won't make a move so i'm moving on...

enjoy your "date" tonight...you're mom's gonna hate her. too bad she was joking around with me this morning.

made no money today.
go figure.

i'm tired as hell though.
g'nite.

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 03:33:05 GMT

valentines day is also known as:

Singles

Awarness

Day

Acronym=sad

just how im feeling.

you fuckers.

P.S. thanks for the Rose Sarah my only Valentine

Why do boys have to suck soo much?

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 23:42:07 GMT

New Icon thought it worked seeing as how its allmost Valentines day and I am single and sad....... this holiday sucks it's like its there to rub it in your face that you have no boy friend and that no guys even care about you it sucks.

I hate cupid I hope he goes to hell... that is if he was real hmmmmmmmmmmmph

If you care leave a comment

-Lonley and Lauren-

P.S. Brian thanks for nothing

Sorry

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 22:48:11 GMT

yea so now im upset cause i realize now that i AM a real big piece of shit for thinkin wrongly bout that conversation. now ive possibly lost one of my greatest friends and my fav person. but if i do, its cause i had it comin to me. deep down i kno i dont deserve her as a friend. she too good for scum like me. im just a degenerate. thought my life couldnt get any morse and now it has. i wanna just get away from it all, run as far away as i can. im seriously thinkin about it. i have considered either goin to ATL and livin with Keyur or goin to NYC and livin with Nova. ill kno for sure what im gonna do by the summer.

help

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 19:21:58 GMT

ok i know that this is really random.. but there's this song i just cant remember and for some reason i THINK Bridgett is the one who told me about it. the title has something to do with lights
lights of a city
lights going out..
SOMETHING... i just cant remember!!
i had an article about the band on my wall like a year ago... if i heard their name i could probably remember... but yea
ring any bells?

i think it was a slower ish song....maaybe.... uuuuuuugh i hate not remembering things :-P

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 23:34:12 GMT

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh lifes a bitch

ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 03:15:46 GMT

why, oh why do i effing analyze everything?! sometimes it sucks to be a girl......

i've gotta have a talk w/ someone near and dear to me but i'm not looking forward to it. sometimes it just seems easier to let things stay the way they are. but it'd probably end up blowing up sometime. so that wouldn't be good at all

how sad is it that i got excited that one of my old friends checks my away messages? and by friend, i mean the boy i'm going to marry...lol

i guess that's about it

SNOW

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 01:24:52 GMT

hmm ... Blizzards.
yup we had one. and last night i slept over Britne's which was pretty darn fun. we went sleding yesterday and today. that was fun too but oh so freezing! and the wind was moving quite fast. it actually almost knocked me over. i did fall though ... i was walking and britnes brother john was in front of me and his sled flew out of his hands and hit my legs and i tripped and fell and then he tripped over me. it was pretty funny and also very amusing. then when we were sleding john sat on my lap and we ended up like rotating and john face planted into the ground. funny as h-e-double hockey sticks. lol. i haven't said that in a while. also britnes sled blew away haha like across the street and then we couldn't find it.lol.also interesting. those air tube sleds are effing hell to chase!!! hehe. yeah um lets see anything else interesting enough for in here? umm yeah no school tomorrow. thats emotionally uplifting.=).hmm that sounded smart! lol. and i wanted to go home to my moms today so i could hang out wiht my wonderful Alyssa! but i have to stay here another night for various reasons. but i don't really want to be out on the streets tonight especially not the highway. i heard it was BAD. well um not much else to say. i sounded quite intelligent in this entry. =).

comments appreciated.

♥

ehhhhhhhhhhh bad day

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 02:37:05 GMT

... absolutely gay!

It started off pretty good. I walk into school with a little smile on my face. But then I was upset. Then I was OK. But after that, I was upset again. A little while after that, I became happy again! And then a little happier after that moment! But then I became upset again... and more upset after that. then just *blah* at the end of the school day.

When I got home, I became angry. After I left the house, I was extremely pissed off. But then, I cooled down, and I was in a great mood again. I had fun this evening. But then my mood collapsed later on tonight. It was a mix of angry/sad typa thing.

And now I am cold. My hair is a little curly after having it in a bun all day.

I don't think tonight will be a good night.

WTF, man?

Take care, y'all.

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 16:46:49 GMT

u know those thigns on tv for ordering ring tones and backgrounds? they are all so stupid!!! I just saw one that had snoop with long hair and this patriotic american flag glowing behind him. it just made me laugh.

anyway..semester tests are over and I am very happy.
Report cards soon, yey
worked for 3 hours this morning outside and i swear my fingers are still numb.
went ice skating with mikey, mere, tyler, mitch,.....?, and marin and it was super fun till tyler cracked open his head. poor thing.

im in love with halo. tyler and i played for HOURS on friday. im getting better.
i sat at home yesterday and today. stupid mikey didnt call
and as of right now i have no plans for 2omrrow. SOMEONE CALL ME... heh...i dont crave attention at all

no school 2morrow!! yey! oh wait... no plans.... ugh now im mad

Cranky pats pizza HAHA

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 17:12:24 GMT

Well today was kinda like any other day went to school, then went over to Anna Clairs HAHA now the best part we walked over Cranky Pats that new pizza place that just opened, the pizza was ok i guess. Went home did homework blaaaaaa talked on the phone with Brian then went to bed.
here is the best convo that I have ever had with brain on AIM!!!!!

TalktoBrian:Well you see its not rape if I want it haha
lonleylauren: Well I guess your right but what if its a twosome
TalktoBrian:ha even better
lonleylauren:what about Carens turkey samwich would that work
TalktoBrian:OH of course I am allways up for alittle one on one with TURKEY lmao
lonleylauren:Yes well what about Josh would you do him or would you like the Turkey better
TalktoBrian:TURKEY!!!!!!!!
lonleylauren: Wow what a shock hahahahaa

Well that was the funny part anways but it would have been just creepy if not for today hahaha you all know what I am talking about *wink wink*

-Lonley and Lauren-

Horrible day thanks anyways Sandy winks

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 02:30:49 GMT

Had a horrible day. I talked to Josh in first period, that didn't help at all it just made me cry. After that hated place they call school I went over Jenn's for alittle while we walked over to Brains ah nice guy pretty funny, I don't know him that well though. Then came home my parents were fighting again god I wish they could be happy for just once. I wish I liked my life more then I do. OH and Terri I will bring your cd tomorrow to school. Well that is all I have to rite about my very bad day.*sighs*

----------lonley lauren-----------------------------------